Exhausted

I am almost five years out of cancer treatment and exhausted.  I have minimal ability to focus on tasks I do not like doing.  I am more introverted than before treatment.  I have less patience with bad behavior than before cancer.  

Pain that I thought might go away with time has not.  Some side effects of treatment are better, but some are not.  A presentation on long term effects of cancer treatment this month left me discouraged.

I thought I would feel more like my old self by now.